#favorite detail is probably sparkly nails lol

[pencilofawesomeness]

Yui lies awake for an indeterminable amount of time, watching shadows make patterns on the ceiling above them. The heartbeat against her fingertips beats a constant tattoo against her skin, a reminder that she’s not alone, that the body next to her continues to live and breathe and exist in this world. 

—Famous Last Words Chapter 3, from May Death Never Stop You by @slexenskee

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Okay so I binged this series in about the span of a week and it did things to my brain. The scene where Yui gets Satoru to come home and sleep lives rent-free so I had to draw it. She's the most little sister ever and this scene made me cry from the bittersweet wholesomeness. My utmost respect to slex for this masterpiece of a fic.

[tiredyetsoft]

There's so many reasons why I love her, just the way she is makes me feel like life has a beautiful meaning, but it was easier to make a list and I went to 100 last time right? Oh well I'll stop when I stop this time, even though I'll never stop having reasons to love her because holy mother of hell is she amazing 1. She's absolutely beautiful, I said this before and I'll say it again she's the prettiest girl you'll ever meet, eyes like an ocean and smile so bright that the sun looks dark 2. The way that she comes off a bit shy but once you get to know her she's so complex and interesting and always has something cool to say, or she can just have bullshit conversations at 3-4 am cause she's just that funny 3. How much she cares about me, seriously, again I'm probably repeating myself but she's the one person that has stayed constant in the years I've known her, she'll help me through anything that I can't do on my own, for example I started seriously disassociating last night (Tuesday night for me) and I was scared and the people I was surrounded by didn't know what was going on so I messaged her and she stayed up till I was able to function again, helping me find ground when it felt like someone had ripped me from my own body and flung me into the air and I was plummeting back down, to word that better she caught me so I didn't hit the concrete like I usually do 4. I love the way she moves, in little ways, like the way her mouth forms a smile and the way she starts wiggling slightly when she's excited about something, or the way her eyes go from a hard blue to a softer blue when she looks at me or the way she can seem to shrink down slightly and be so smol when she gets sleepy and cuddly 5. Have I ever told you about just how much I love her personality? Probably but here we go again. She's either the sweetest person you'll meet or the most terrifying, and either way I just love every bit of her, she cares so much about what she loves, and will protect who she loves, (trust me I've seen her get protective of me, not only is it hot as hell but also really really amazing) 6. Her face. Now let me explain why this is different from me calling her beautiful, her face to me is so...interesting. Not only is it beautiful but I've never seen someone that can put away emotions to do something or have an entire face of emotions, smiling brightly or glaring menacingly, there's so much more there than beauty, so much more than an outward appearance, because I know a lot about her, so I know what's under her smiles and glares and sparkly blue eyes and just...god I really love looking at her 7. How comforting she is, I can be having a full mental breakdown and she'll just talk to me and immediately I feel like even though right now sucks major ass, it'll be okay cause she's there for me... 8. Her kisses. Let me tell you. They're so soft and nice and make me feel drunk with happiness and even a little kiss on the nose makes me feel like I'm the best person there, even if it is temporary thanks to my own head. 9. I know I said this but I love her hands, don't ask why, I just really like them, they're soft and nice and fun to look at and play with and just feel against mine and I just love them 10. I love her smile. I know I know "that's so basic" but you don't get it, when she smiles it's the best thing because she doesn't smile that often, and I do anything I can to make her smile and when I make her smile or she laughs at some stupid stunt I've pulled or she's just happy in general and smiling it's the best feeling to make her smile and see her be happy just makes my heart go !!! 11. Have I ever talked about when she's so sleepy she's loopy? Oooohhh lemme tell you it is the best thing, she's so silly and nice and cute it's the best thing ever just oops that makes me so much gayer 12. I love that I can do her nails sometimes, lemme rephrase that, I love when I can make her look even better than she does already, cause when I do her nails and makeup it makes her all happy and it makes me so incredibly gay 13. I love her voice, just the way she talks, it's so soothing and cute and soft and when she sings good lord I get little goosebumps, her voice is my one of my many favorite things 14. I love how silly she can be, making stupid jokes that make me laugh and her memes, oml i love her but her memes are just, interesting lol 15. I love her soft skin, cuddling is the best thing ever, she's so soft and nice and when I can just feel her next to me it makes me so incredibly happy just omfg I'm gay 16. I love the way her jackets feel and smell when I get to wear them occasionally, to me it smells like home (sorry if that's just a tad weird) 17. I love her...everything about her, even if I list every detail on her face and body and personality I would never run out of reasons why I love her more than anything in this universe 18. I love the way she hugs me, she wraps her arms around me and it makes me feel so safe and happy and I really love her hugs 19. I love her cute curves, she has such a nice figure and it makes her so attractive and I just wanna buy her a million dresses and see her little curves rocking every dress Okay because I have a headache I'll summarize and by that I mean ramble incessantly Literally Cynthia is the reason I believe true love exists, It was literally love at first sight and I haven't regretted a single thing since I've known her, she's the best person and I love her more than anything...I love her more than I love music and that means something cause I love music a LOT Her tiny little smile is so cute and amazing and I love kissing her like everywhere cause she's soft and sweet and she always smells nice, like ugh I love her so much I can't even think of words right now but she's my favorite person in the universe and I really really love her she's just so cute and pretty and fun and awesome and I can't even say everything I wanna say cause I'd be here for even longer So for now, farewell, I can't think of words besides saying over and over that I love her more than any stupid saying could explain